She's adventurous, with the strongest desire to do and be important. She fights fear and frustration EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. She always has. When I'm with her I feel her deep deep desire to do big, hard, brave things. I feel her love for people. I also feel the fight that is inside her to do these things. She fights against her fear and anxiety. This often comes out as frustration and anger. I understand her. I see her disappointment at rejection and how hard she struggles to internalize and cope. She desperately wants to be loved and to be part and also to fulfill her own greatest desires and ideas and not be stifled by her places as youngest child. Also, she had a snaggle-tooth. We tried to find any way to get her to pull it. She just couldn't trust us. So we waited. And it happened. She lost it brushing her teeth. It bled, she was SO excited. And that, is the moral of this story. She will have to fight the battles I so want to smooth over for her. She will have to find her br...
I've made some lovely Indian Friends who are so kind and generous and they invited me to come to this very important 9 day dance festival. I went with Jill and we had such a fun, sweaty night. I don't think we realized how offensive our bad dancing was at the time, that's probably good but we were willing to try and everyone around us was patient and encouraging. The music was SOOOO loud, louder than any concert I remember attending in my youth but it was a crazy fun night. Really pictures don't do it all justice. You need the videos to even begin to get the idea. Such cute kids doing the dance with the sticks which has a name that I can't remember. Huge thanks to Kanan and Parul for their kind inclusion and to Jill for the introduction and for taking me.
Samuel is playing ultimate Frisbee! Eli turned 22! We supplied the entire BYU study program with Kunafa to celebrate. Eli's getting to meet lots of people and eat with them. Lucca is having mission-wide meetings. And food that makes him smile. And Eli is dressing up which isn't his favorite.
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